a penny for your thoughts

Its so beautiful outside today, its like sunny and gonna be 60 or something.  I'm so excited. I'm listening to Tamarama and reading 90 minutes in heaven.

 

 

last night was good for me. and thats all.
 

so its about the same time last year that I started this thing,

and i just rediscovered it and thought about how much I really need it.

 

 

Things have been in a whirlwind lately.  I've lost a few near and dear people

in my life and somehow i'm completely okay with it, mostly because they

never really brought happiness to my life.  Yea I don't do the best job picking friends.

 

 

Since i wrote last, not that anyone actually follows this, my dad's cancer is gone.

My brother Ben passed away this summer when I returned home from Eagle River.

He was 25 years old, too young to die right?  Well he was ready.  So i'll just be alright with it.

 

 

I woke up from a freaking 4 hour nap and i'm completely unmotivated to do anything.

I really want to run but I'm waiting for it to get darker out, and my dad to get off the tv.

anyways. eesh, i'll write more later.
 

happy birthday pierre bouvier. =)

i just got back from amelia's.
and realized i hadn't written in my beloved public journal
in ages, so here i am...


my daddy's surgery went splendidly.
he's getting his bladder surgery later this month.



i've come to the realization that friends are an accessory
all you really need is yourself, and an ipod, to survive.



i like your face.
XD


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bye. 

dad gets his surgery tuesday.
mom's crying her eyes out.




pray for us. 
pray for him.

It is dangerously destabilizing to have half the world on the cutting edge of technology while the other half struggles on the bare edge of survival

gahh i barely  have time for this anymore what with softball and homework and school, but i should write more and get my feelings out cuz they're starting to get all bottled up againnn. i'll write more later i promise. i have lots to do tonight.






<3
note to self: i love reading Twilight.

it's been awhile, here's whats been up.


2 days after my last post i left for florida.
it was one of the most amazing trips ever.
the weather was beautiful every single day
and i got a wonderrful tan. =)


i was there til the 23rd or so. 
(i missed the ataris!!)


now i'm back home in snowy 'sconsin and life couldn't get crappier.
i'll update later. i have softball soooon.

You call me a stranger
You say I’m a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I’m broke and abandoned...
 

ayyy boyfrans and girlfranss,

alright, sooo the show at the loft sunday night was amazingg. <3
[secondhand serenade, MAKING APRIL, automatic loveletter, white tie affair, fighting aurora]
i have been waiting to see Making April, like for freakin' ever!

 

I have always liked the white tie affair's music, but personally, i hated THEM. especially the lead singer he had the biggest ego i've ever seen AND he had a nasty style, i wanted to shoot him in the facee. and their guitarist looked like he came out of the hills have eyes, no joke.

 

lmfao, gaggggg. >.<



but john and juliet didn't cease to amaze me either. (=



school today blewwww, i went to bed last night at like 1:30
now i'm super exhausted and it's late again, i feel like school is impossible
to catch myself uppp in . >.<


whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, night. for now.